soul flash

time to face the result...
V said that her anti got my result Monday night
but I was too busy to meet her
therefore, today I went to city to organize something then took the result


actually,
At first, I just asked V to think where were we going to have lunch...
then, when the time I sat down waiting the meal
I poped the question, did u bring my result
and suddenly, 
she was so excited
she kept asking me to open it
but, I didn`t...
such a coward...
i really worried my bad  score...
so many friends were look forward to my result
I was the only one who havn`t studied in the uni
in this case,
I felt a little nervous, a little stress
yet,
I just left it alone
I went to IKEA to find something I need 
then looked around Safeway and Coles to get pasta,source, biscuit, and milk
after that, I walked back to my new place
I felt so hungry that I could feel my stomach struggling
so i rushed to kitehcn to settle down those,
tried to manage  somethiing to eat
However,
some kind of desire appered...
curiosity
so, I ignored to feel hungry
walked back to my room
then sat down in front of the table
then I pulled the envelope from my bag
oh...
took pictures...
my history...
some words in my mind...Win or Lose...Heaven or Hell
finally,
I tore the envelope, 
thank god, just a small piece
i can not read the result,
i retore again,
oh!
it was the back side

I closed my eyes 
then I told myself, time to face it
if I fail, i should practice more 
dont think too much

finally,
I turned over the page
then rapidly read my listening score...
wow, 7 
that was what i expected...
follow the listening is reading, my weakness
unm. 7.5
what
7.5
i was so surprised
I couldnt belive my eyes
i closed up the paper to check it again
it is true
i skiped to the overall...
oh...
6.5
i got 6.5...
I made it...
ha...
so so so lucky...
my poor writing  and speaking 
only 6
whatever...
just want to say...you are good aristocrat...
not the best 
still good...

thank God...
the first and the only try
I get it...

thanks for my parents 
thanks for my friends
thanks for my teachers

I`m Good...

cheers